ohfuckimnotok

Just turned twenty one and I hate what I've become Wasting time as if I'm getting young I wanna rest but can't find peace 'cause my sheets are drowning me I only live my dreams when I'm asleep So don't wait I'm already gone gone gone 'Cause I'm far from fine but I'm close to the line It gets hard sometimes so oh fuck I'm not okay I'm far too kind to the voices in my mind It gets hard sometimes so oh fuck I'm not okay Just turned twenty one I feel too old to be this young I live alone with brittle bones and rust And karma's close in tow to collect the debts I owe And this life of mine's on borrowed time I know So don't wait I'm already gone gone gone 'Cause I'm far from fine but I'm close to the line It gets hard sometimes so oh fuck I'm not okay I'm far too kind to the voices in my mind It gets hard sometimes so oh fuck I'm not okay Oh fuck I'm not okay