what difference will it make

I can’t tell if I’m just going nowhere All I think about is when it all ends Day by day I keep on trynna forget Bout all these things that make me want to run from everything Just leave it all oh I can’t take feeling like this I wish I thought way less that way I wouldn’t care Trapped in all these problems my mind designs Little big confusions growing with time Complicated sky maps where stars don’t shine If I could close my eyes forever would that mean I’d die If I could stop pretending I’m okay when I’m not fine What difference will it make if I’m dead or alive What difference will it make if I’m dead or alive What difference will it make if I’m dead or alive What difference will it make if I’m dead or alive What difference will it make if I’m dead or alive