don't ask me why i'm hurting

It's rainy outside today I'ts gloomy outside today So I just woke up in the morning Drinking caffeine I turn on the showerhead It feels better anyway Now I just wash away all bruises Don't ask me why I'm hurting People think I'm happy But I don't wanna people to know Don't blame it on him it's all my fault Glasses breaking tumbling all the stuff is I know something's wrong I put my make up on to cover my wounds All I can do is hope you don't drink So don't ask me why I'm hurting