Helpless

I've fallen in love With feeling helpless I know it's not healthy And I know that it's hard This cycle I'm in is takin' all my energy I've been hurtin' takin' in this pain And hoping that it kills me I can see on my face in the mirror I'm not happy and I-I I'm gonna need some help And I-I I haven't been myself I've been drinkin' too much Smokin' all night Messing with the wrong girls Nothing feels right Every time I go out someone wants to pick a fight Spend all of my money I guess my momma was right yeah I-I I'm gonna need some help I’ve had decent luck At hiding all this darkness inside me And I wish on every star that one day I can stop I think I've had enough I've been hurtin' takin' in this pain And hoping that it kills me I can see on my face in the mirror I'm not happy and I-I I'm gonna need some help And I-I I haven't been myself I've been drinkin' too much Smokin' all night Messing with the wrong girls Nothing feels right Every time I go out someone wants to pick a fight Spend all of my money I guess my momma was right yeah I-I I'm gonna need some help And I-I I haven't been myself I I I I