Only Human (feat. BJ The Chicago Kid)

Please forgive me if I mess up Knowing that you watch is so much pressure Still God I thank I’ll never let up So everyday when I see the sun come up Imma say Let’s get it ya Get it done Everyday proving that I'm still your son If you hear me and you with me Heaven not too far far as I can tell You just gotta go through a little hell Ain't no prescription for my brokeness No pills for hopelessness I still pop them tryna cope with it I cry from loneliness Devil played his part and played me I’m foolish Grew too lazy God said take heed lest you fall But I'm such an october baby Need you to hold me down World tryna slow me down Know me now Know my vices Kryptonites They entice me Til I slowly drown Now I’m on holy ground Can't fight these battles alone They after my home They after my mind They after my time You said I’m an heir They after the throne I thought I was running from demons But maybe I'm running from me And my tether is roaming We running from clones We talking ‘bout running the city But most of us running from home Running from trauma and poverty I hit the lottery I thought they'd leave me alone Look at me Richer than ever But poor as a beggar When you look inside of my soul Broke the sacred rules And payed a lot of dues on my soul Almost lost my family Drank the devil’s juice on my soul Thought I was immune A superhuman fool on my soul If I lose my life somehow I still don't lose on my soul Please forgive me if I mess up Knowing that you watch is so much pressure Still God I Thank I’ll never let up So everyday when I see the sun come up Imma say Let’s get it Get it done Everyday proving that I'm still your son If you hear me and you with me Heaven not too far far as I can tell You just gotta go through a little hell Oh my God How I beat the odds How I beat the charge Oh my God How you make the moon How you speak the stars Oh my God When they see my flaws They gone call me fraud I was lost Blinded by applause Now I know my calling Said I admit it Im counting the minutes They coming to get it Go tell them I’m with it They killed a messiah They don't have no limits So what they gone do to me Give me my sentence Or hit me with venom I don't have opinions All I got is patience And a couple pennies I aint independent Leaning on the spirit I know we gone win it So go hang the pennants I was in a mansion going out my mind Had the doctors on the line Wifey crying Momma crying We'll be fine Know I’m lying I ain’t wanna live My babies need me live Come too far to shut my eyes But all this pain I can't survive But God said hold up I got it I do this He lifted my head up And help me get to it He gave me the beauty for ashes I blew it I thought I was ruined He started renewing I look at my life I'm like what is you doing He look at my life He like already knew it And yet I still love you I'm walking you through it Your actions are foolish But I know you're human Please forgive me if I mess up Knowing that you watch is so much pressure Still God I thank I’ll never let up So everyday when I see the sun come up Imma say Let’s get it Get it done Everyday proving that I'm still your son If you hear me and you with me Heaven not to far far as I can tell You just gotta go through a little hell