Lean In When I Suffer

Another panic attack As I was browsing the stacks And the books were falling in an avalanche Though he sensed I was trapped He was busy with something Now I'm checking my phone But I don't want to talk Don't wanna lopside my language No I don't wanna go off 'Cause I lean in when I suffer Lean in when I suffer A panic attack Though my directive's relax It's beyond my skill set Covetous of the calm wit From a tyke uninvolved All abyss with no clapback I'm checking my phone He's unworthy of talk If he really wants to be the one He'd forfeit shotgun for once 'Cause I lean in when I suffer Lean in when I suffer But I take him back to the county fair I take him back, though he don't deserve to be there He drew a bath and floated there He cares a lot We're strictly speaking self-care Lean in when I suffer Lean in when I suffer again Lean in when I suffer Lean in when I suffer again Lean in when I suffer Lean in when I suffer Checking my phone But I don't want to talk Don't wanna lopside my language No I don't wanna go