Still Not Black Enough

Paint a shadow on my heart In shades of ebony Paint the sun out of the sky That rains over me Black sun, rain on me I need one, black sun Rain on me, rain on me Tie me to my blackness there Where I'm ever free Taken to the dark edges of My wicked memories Paint my soul in indigo, and ebony for me No colour seen in my eyes, none in my eyes I'm naked in my misery, Emotions stripped to bone I see inside the heart of me It's still not black enough for me No colour in the heart of me No colour run in my veins I hold the black to my breast It bleeds over me I can't go on, till I get off For me it's still not black enough With darkness gone, my fear is seen My fear is real, my fear is me