everything hits me at once

“Uh, hey man, I heard you guys broke up How ya doing?” I moved on, couldn’t be better Happy and light as a feather Yeah, yeah We’re not together (Okay) And mostly, I never remember It’s all in the past When anyone asks, I tell ’em, “It’s no big deal” Not everything lasts, it wasn’t that bad That’s probably how she feels (Hmm) I’m gonna forget her There’s always some pain with the pleasure Yeah, yeah Plus we ended on good terms So it could work, I won’t ever say never It happened so fast, I’m not really mad That we couldn’t make it work Not everything lasts, it wasn’t that bad Yeah, I didn’t get too hurt But when I get back to my room and I shut the door Everything hits me at once I know that you’re not coming back to me It’s not enough Just knowing this is how it has to be Then when I’m laying alone in my bed You play like a broken record in my head When will it stop? I know that you’re not coming back to me And that’s just how it has to be Well, “Hello!” I sent the message Haven’t seen you in a minute I’m talking with you and everything’s changed now But for some reason nothing is different It’s you I have been missing and I wanna say it I know it’s a bad idea Yeah, you let me go, I already know But maybe I need to hear How you did it, what’s your secret? Was it easy? Was it harder than trying to make it work? Was it awful? Did you hate it? Did you barely had to put in any work? Was it worth it? Would you do it again or would you not even consider it at all? And everything hits me at once I know that you’re not coming back to me It’s not enough Just knowing this is how it has to be Then when I’m laying alone in my bed You play like a broken record in my head (You play like a broken record in my head) When will it stop? I know that you’re not coming back to me And that’s just how it has to be (Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh) And that’s just how it has to be (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)