that's not a good excuse

Oh, I feel so sick to my belly It's probably all the lies that you fed me Why were you with him It's 'cause you're scared to be alone Told me it was nothin but I saw it on your phone Why did you go and treat me so poorly Gave you the world, is it enough I thought surely Told me that you loved me with your fingers in my hair It really hurt my feelings when you said that you don't care Refrain 1 You, say you don't give a fuck About how I feel But you, really fucked up And I just wanted you to know that I am really sad I don't deserve the things you said, even though you're mad Chorus x2 That's not a good excuse Verse 2 Oh why do you always try to control me I'm always honest but you leave me so lonely Text me that you love me while he's laying in your bed It really hurt my feelings when I saw you give him head Refrain 2 But you, say that he's just a fuck Like that makes it OK But you, really fucked up And I just wanted you to know that I am really sad I don't deserve the things you said, even though you're mad Chorus x2 That's not a good excuse