Addicted To Chaos

Only yesterday they told me you were gone All these normal people will I find another one Monkey on my back aching in my bones I forgot you said One day you'll walk alone I said I need you does that make me wrong Am I a weak man are you feeling strong My heart was blackened it's bloody red A hole in my heart a hole in my head Who will help me up Where's the helping hand Will you turn on me Is this my final stand In a dream I connot see Tangled abstract fallacy Random turmoil builds in me I'm addicted to chaos Light shined on my path Turn bad days into good Turn breakdowns into blocks I smashed 'em Cause I could My brain was labored my head would spin Don't let me down don't give up don't give in The rain comes down cold wind blows The plans we made are back up on the road Turn up my collar welcome the unknown Remember that you said One day you'll walk alone Who will help me up Where's the helping hand Will you turn on me Is this my final stand In a dream I connot see Tangled abstract fallacy Random turmoil builds in me I'm addicted to chaos Who will help me up Where's the helping hand Will you turn on me Is this my final stand In a dream I connot see Tangled abstract fallacy Random turmoil builds in me Random turmoil builds in me In a dream I connot see Tangled abstract fallacy Random turmoil builds in me I'm addicted to I'm addicted to chaos addicted I'm addicted to chaos