Beautiful

아침에 일어나기가 싫어질 때 지난 상처들이 하나씩 생각날 때 세상이 미워지고 너도 미워지면 절대 잊지 말아야 하는 게 있다고 you're so beautiful 남들의 생각과 상관 없이 you're beautiful ooh you're so beautiful 너마저 널 안 믿어도 you're so beautiful beautiful 가끔 I hate myself 백인이 부러워 like 에미넴, 아델 그런 생각이 들 때가 많아 금수저이고 싶을 때가 아마 가장 괴로움을 느낄 때. 너도 그렇지 않아? 난 돈을 꽤나 벌지, 내 회사도 있고 그런데 모두와 같은 인간, 내 맥박 소리도 나도 잃을까봐 두려워, 더 많은 사람이 부러워 16층 사는 데 뛸까 생각하다 울었어 성장은 위험하지만 현상유지는 죽음 그래서 용기를 내어서 늘 움직이는 중 안정감을 원해 나는 안전하길 원해 신이 만든 세상은 대체 왜 완전하지 못해? 돈이 좆나 많았으면 해, 빨리 은퇴하게 깨끗하고 싶지만 현실은 쓰레받기 병원 그만 가고 싶어 나는 약이 너무 싫어 침울하기 좋은 밤이야 달빛이 아주 짙어 아침에 일어나기가 싫어질 때 지난 상처들이 하나씩 생각날 때 세상이 미워지고 너도 미워지면 절대 잊지 말아야 하는 게 있다고 you're so beautiful 남들의 생각과 상관 없이 you're beautiful ooh you're so beautiful 너마저 널 안 믿어도 you're so beautiful beautiful 11. Beautiful (Prod. by Light) Hook) Sometimes in the morning when you don’t want to wake up When you are reminded of the wounds of the past When you hate the world and hate yourself There’s one thing that you should never forget You’re so beautiful No matter what other people think, you’re beautiful Ooh, you’re so beautiful Even if you don’t trust yourself, you’re so beautiful beautiful Verse) Sometimes I hate myself I envy white people like Eminem, Adele I think of it quite frequently The worst is when I wish I was born into a wealthy family Don’t you think the same? I make quite a bit of money, I have my own company But I’m a human being just like anyone else, my heart beats the same I’m also afraid of losing everything, I’m jealous of many people I live on the 16th floor, thought about jumping off but then cried Growing up is dangerous but being stagnant is death So I muster up my courage and keep moving I want stableness, I want to feel safe Why is the God-created world so not perfect? I wish I had a fuckton of money, so I could retire asap I want to be pure but the reality is a trashcan I want to stop going to the hospital, I hate taking meds It’s a good night to feel gloomy, the moon light is so dense Hook) Sometimes in the morning when you don’t want to wake up When you are reminded of the wounds of the past When you hate the world and hate yourself There’s one thing that you should never forget You’re so beautiful No matter what other people think, you’re beautiful Ooh, you’re so beautiful Even if you don’t trust yourself, you’re so beautiful beautiful