Lost

Now I feel the same I've tried so hard but I still feel the same Trying to ignore the pain Can't be real I'm trapped inside my mind, I fear The pain will never disappear Do I do I wanna know if I'll be missed I don't wanna live like this Do I do I wanna know if I'll be missed I don't wanna live like this I don't mind, I don't mind if I just lose my life All the pain that I've been through made me dead inside I wonder if all the things you say is true Will you heal me God if I believed in you Will you heal me God if I believed in you Will you heal me God if I believed in you Will you heal me God if I believed in you Will you heal me God if I believed in you, you I've ran several circles inside of my head Still feel like a joker who's better off dead Without a purpose, feeling so worthless So I paint my walls red, and do the world service Thinking is it worth it, I shouldn't Am I really worth it, I couldn't Nah man, I couldn't But it all comes back in the night-time Don't wanna listen to my mind in the night-time I know we all find solace in the right time So I spit my rhymes and I don't mind These violent choices These violent voices I'm finding alternatives to these violent voices But they keep on screaming, just keep on screaming Don't lose your way Don't lose your way Don't lose your way If your mind's not right then you'll never be okay You'll be okay I promise that you'll be okay Though your mind's not right I can promise you're okay