Best For You (Feat. Estef)

It's Been Hard Waking up at night Turning my head right Seeing that you ain't there I'm being patient as I can Been tryin to wrap my head round things that I don't understand Like why do I still need ya when I have to let you go Tryin to keep it all together but thought I should let you know Every time I see or hear your name I miss you more so come though Cus I only want what best for you I only want what best for you Only want what best for you I only want what best for you I only want what best for you He got suspended and I got suspended From urban outfitters I worked for my neighbors Just a babysitter spending money on liquor And polaroid pictures poppin pills its a mixture Well I was five-two I kept his head out the clouds He drives my porche yea we rev that shit loud I rest up on his shoulder as we headed to the bar We drink in and we driven and we almost crashed the car I left my drink on the table he said I looked graceful He could tell I was stressed cus I'm pickin at the label The last time I smiled I definitely wasn't sober But I hav'nt been in days cus he hasn't been over oh no no he hasn't been over no no no he hasn't been over no no no he hasn't been over no no Like why do I still need ya when I have to let you go Tryin to keep it all together but thought I should let you know Every time I see or hear your name I miss you more so come though Cus I only want what best for you I only want what best for you Only want what best for you I only want what best for you I only want what best for you