I Must Apologise

i never wanted to cast doubt in your mind i’m not acting the way i think you’d like we went for dinner and now you’re acting paranoid if only i knew the way you felt inside on that night the paranoia it happens all the time and that cos lyings a big problem of mine but i still do it and now i’m by myself again i tell so many that i can’t see them end so i said if i could i would make amends today i wrote a list of them the way it starts the way it ends i signed my name in marker pen i must apologise before i end the night though i’m this way i want to change i’ve only got myself to blame ive lied so much to you before i’ve lost so much i’ll lose some more i’m not able to tell you what you need it’s a shame cause they say i should be honest more one day i’m sure i’ll figure out the reason i was telling lies for i must apologise before i end the night