Modafinil Blues

I'm a touch fast Though I'll be last To play with a heart from the start I'll be straight The second best boy Unlike the rest, boy I'll stick around in the house of your mind At the gates And I never thought they'd get to you So tell me have they gotten to you, too Did you tell them what they wanted to know Did you show them what I wanted to show you And it's coming undone so I run and I run But there's Nowhere left worth Running to And it's hopeless at best But what do we get A sense of regret which feels like Nothing new I'm the white ash From a smoke stack Helplessly floating from embers That create Troubled at best boy Another decoy Tipping my hat to the man Fanning the flame I never thought they could get you to crack So tell me how they got me to crack you Did you really think you could trust Such a man with a head full of rust too As it was coming undone I could have told you to run But I searched and I yearned For that pill To get me through And I'm helpless at best Equal to the rest I'll always forget Not to review