Rain

I love when it rains Perfect excuse to let myself stay in and Pretend I have it all under control I don't know what I'm doing All I do is notice Everything I do wrong Everything I do wrong I don't want to be the reason I'm feeling stuck Want someone to blame for being messy as F#ck Say I'm alright Know it's not ok to lie Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words What is up with people making me feel worse I say I'm alright Know it's not ok to lie I keep on saying I'm fine Feel bad when I complain Wanting to be the optimist I'm seen as Why do I wait with getting things done Procrastinate then regret All I do is notice Everything I do wrong Everything I do wrong I don't want to be the reason I'm feeling stuck Want someone to blame for being messy as F#ck Say I'm alright Know it's not ok to lie Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words What is up with people making me feel worse I say I'm alright Know it's not ok to lie Always say, I don't need any help Thinking I can do it all by myself Always say, I don't need any help Think it's better Is it better? Wait for better Think it's better Is it better? Wait for better I don't want to be the reason I'm feeling stuck Want someone to blame for being messy as F#ck Say I'm alright Know it's not ok to lie Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words What is up with people making me feel worse I say I'm alright Know it's not ok to lie I love when it rains Perfect excuse to let myself stay in