Distant

I'm staring at a butterfly in the sky In the sky And the stars, waiting for the sun to rise There she lies, in my arms I'm a sucker for the summer nights, girl Getting high on the farm Let's live it up 'cause I don't wanna die Don't wanna die Refrain Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah, hmm Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah, hmm Verse 2 Soft skin like moonstones, woah, woah Tequila got me too close now, woah, ooh Sunrise, sunrise, sunrise I'ma tell a story, I can summarize In my head, I said I **** you like a hundred times Let the bus take you home, fuck a Uber ride Girl I'm too excited, what it do tonight I would stay with you right now, I got this stupid flight Girl, I wanna see, do you wanna get me Or do we have a thing I call, you don't ring, I got too many rings Refrain Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah, woah, hmm Verse 3 I don't know if you want me, girl there's a lot of us You been doin' things, yeah we proud of ya Been puttin' in that work, like that body does They get on the bus, you better ride with us You better ride with us You better ride Oh, oh-ah, hold me tight All those nights I cried, I don't know why Verse 4 All issues disappear soon as I can cough No soft tissues, my tears fell and froze Now my collarbone's all crystals A small gesture goes a long way in this dark prism Your stare's a silent pistol, the boy was your only victim Like you're so freakin' far out of my league, I been really trippin' I forgot how we was livin', my niggas just got evicted I picked a golden pencil out my pocket and gettin' busy They told me it's all written I been on tour, rollin' **** On the bus and I'm sittin', really just reminiscing Like one day, she'll get the vision When I build her the house with all the glass and the marble kitchen 'Til then, we retrofittin' the Honda Civic And whippin' the X through the city Eatin' pasta at the Commons like it's my business Promise I'm God's witness, and you a goddess Birthday's coming up My niggas said don't get you nothing too expensive You say it's too expected If it was up to me, I'd put the rose petals down for you, girl At your every entrance Flex is too extensive, sometimes it get offensive So in reality, I'm in the cut of the club with my jaw clenched And tinted lenses, even more expected, fuck She said, I love our friendship My heart dropped when I saw you sent it And if you ever got a sign from my eyes, girl just know I meant it I just wish that night never ended, fuck Chorus 'Cause girl, if it's up to me, it's up to me, you're mine But I just think you and me might really need some time 'Cause we can't base our whole damn life off just one night If you say that we're just friends, I say you're right The water flooded the ocean Oh, oh Let's run away Don't worry about the end, I'll see you soon Outro Down by home, I've seen this road before I don't know if your soul can pay the toll Down by home, I've seen this road before I don't know if your soul can pay the toll Down by home, I've seen this road before We only met one night, but in our future I saw a thousand lives I don't know Fingertips felt down your back 'til I found your spine, am I still alive If your soul can pay the toll Vilified by my sinful eyes When I leave your side I begin to cry, I'm traumatized Long strolls behind Abbey Road We're so cold that the autumn died, it's all in the eyes Down by home It's probably how I find the way That you standing through space and time, a contortion of ions I've seen this road before The way that I see it, the way that you sleeping For me there's no portion of lying, absorbed in the nightfall I don't know Let bygones be bygones So I crawl home with no shoulder to cry on If your soul can pay the toll No crushing ****, no houses send flowers Syre cried a flowing river into the valley where the sun set for hours And on the banks of these rivers, these poems were written for miles About the boy who chased the sunset in his unsettling trials