For The Sake Of The Song

So I'm waiting for this test to end So these lighter days can soon begin I'll be alone by maybe more carefree Like a kite that floats so effortlessly I was afraid to be alone Now I'm scared that's how I'd like to be All the faces none the same How can there be so many personalities So many lifeless empty hands So many hearts in great demand And now my sorrow seems to far away Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain But I turn them off and tuck them away Till these rainy days that make them stay And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs And the words still ring, once here now gone And they echo through my head everyday And I don't think they'll ever go away Just like tihnking of your childhood home But we can't go back were on our own Oh, Why does she sing these sad songs for me, I'm not the one To tenderly bring her soft sympathy I've just begun To see my way clear it's plain, if I stop I will fall I can lay down a tear for her pain, A tear and that's all. What does she want me to do? She says that she that knows moments are rare I suppose that it's true And on she goes to say I don't care When she knows that I do. Well, maybe she just has to sing, For the sake of the song And who do I think that I am To decide that she's wrong. She'd like to think I was cruel, She knows that's a lie for I would be No more than a tool If I allowed her to cry all over me. Oh my sorrow is real even though I can't change my plans If she could see how I feel then I know she'd understand Does she actually think I'm to blame? Does she really believe that some word of mine Could relieve all her pain? Can't she see that she grieves just because She's been blindly deceived By her shame? Well, maybe she just has to sing, For the sake of the song And who do I think that I am To decide that she's wrong. I know nothings what it seems, Maybe one day she'll start to realize That if she abandons her dreams Then all the words she can say are only lies When will she see that the gain is only to lose? All that she offers me are her chains, And I got to refuse. But it's only to herself that she's lied She likes to pretend it's something That she should defend, with her pride And I don't intend to stand here and be The friend from whom she must hide. Well, maybe she just has to sing, For the sake of the song And who do I think that I am to decide That she's wrong. Well, maybe she just has to sing, For the sake of the song