Something That I`m Not

Your mind tells you that you've lost your confidence You're drifting and ya don't believe in anyone To lose what little you have left to be proud of Afraid you can't do this again, ah! You said that nothing come in-between us The way of getting things we wanted done Then enissophobia held you under its influence Until you compromised your style Everything about you has been one big charade What will you do now that the well's run dry? Cry? To sell out all your friends and stab them in the back It's something that you are; it's something that I'm not When you forced me into doing what you love Mark my words no one loves you very much, yeah mark em' And when you tried to change me and tried to replace me I couldn't help but end just hating you, hmm! Being a fraud can only last so long, you should know Till what ya sensed as a child returns, you little baby To choke out the voice that told ya "money and the fame" Would fill the crater that you dug for yourself Unlike you I'm no vision to myself, lest you forget You didn't ever make metal, buddy; metal made you To crush and run over everyone along the way It's something that you are; it's something that I'm not A stranger to yourself, ha! ya pissed me off again I won't be driven by your needs anymore What you'd become to do or be is clear to see for me It's something that you are; something that I'm not It makes me sick to hear you say you "love me" I know you only love what I can do for you If you were the one that was leading the charge Would you notice if I missed a day or two? But that's impossible! We all laughed at the parodies that you'd become Now your pain slowly paid back has begun So, accept my resignation, or in your words "betrayal" Before it gets much worse, end this self-sabotage Something that I'm not, something that you are, something I'm not Something that I'm not, something that you are, something I'm not Something that you are, something I'm not, yet