fear

I'm afraid of flying Cuz I'm afraid of dying Without getting to tell you goodbye And I can take a xanax To try and manage the panic But I'd probably end up wondering why I'm afraid of waking up To someone breaking in And taking every little thing that I love Now the monsters from my bed And the monsters in my head Are friends I guess it's just part of growing up Don't waste your time Telling me it's gonna be fine Cuz even if you're right I still have one thing on my mind I'll always be afraid of losing you I will I'll always be afraid of losing you I will I don't wanna have to figure out How I'm gonna learn to live without There's nothing in the world that I can't do I'll always be afraid of losing you I hate to admit it I'd avoid it if I could But if I could die before you then you best believe I would And I know it sounds dramatic and you might not understand it But I don't think that I can stand the pain Didn't answer when I called you then I thought what if I lost you And that feeling never really went away I'll always be afraid of losing you I will I'll always be afraid of losing you I will I don't wanna have to figure out How I'm gonna learn to live without There's nothing in the world that I can't do I'll always be afraid of losing you Do do do do do do do I'll always be afraid of losing you Do do do do do do do I don't have to try hide the fear When you and I are quiet lying here There's nothing in the world that I can't do I'll always be afraid of losing you