It`s Been A While

It's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high Since I first saw you Since I could stand on my own two feet again Since I could call you But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it all may seem the consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means It's been awhile Since I could say that I wasn't addicted Since I could say I love myself as well Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem The consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and fucked things up again. Why must I feel this way Just make this go away, Just one more peaceful day It's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight Since I said I'm sorry Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face But I can still remember just the way you taste But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father he did the best he could for me It's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high and it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry