Words I might Have Ate

"Now it seems I can't keep my mind off of you My brain drifts back to better days we've been through Like sitting on blacktop of the school grounds The love I bitched about I finally found But now it's gone and I take the blame So there's nothing I can do but take the pain Why? Now I dwell on what you remind me of A sweet young girl who sacrificed her love As for me I am blind without a cause And now I realized what I have lost It was something real that I could have had Now I play the fool whose stable soul's gone bad Why? Tell me the words I might have said That's pumping pressure deep inside my head Was it bad enough to be too late? Just tell me the words I might have ate. "