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I don't wanna get drunk I don't wanna sleep I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me And tell myself it's okay not to always run away Tell myself it's okay I don't gotta be known when I wanna speak I get all my feelings out without the need to Always wanna hide away let me know there's no shade That there's no shade Magazines social media liquor All the drugs and the gears make us sicker Too much time spent staring in the mirror Mirror mirror mirror I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wish I could show me love I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish I could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over Earning 'til they know me when it gets hard Then I fall down when I fall into my arms Catch myself before I break and wrap me in a warm embrace Wrap me in a warm embrace I'm getting all dressed up to tear myself down Biting my tongue so the words don't come out Wish I could be nicer 'cause I don't wanna fight her I don't wanna fight her Magazines social media liquor All the drugs and the gears make us sicker Too much time spent staring in the mirror Mirror mirror mirror I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wish I could show me love I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish I could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over La la yeah I wanna win I wanna win you over I wanna be what you want I wanna be what you want I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wanna not give a fuck I wish I could show me love I wish I could I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish I could love me like that I wish I could love I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over