Black & Blue

I've been low losing my head Underwater out of breath Healing bruises in my brain oh And all I want is their respect But I can't take a compliment It seems so stupid but I can't help it When these voices take their effect Oh and I make myself myself believe it It's like I I almost need it Fighting all of my demons yeah Until I'm black and blue blue I don't know why I do Never seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue blue And maybe I'm afraid I can't seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue I've got these dreams I've got these visions My mind won't give me the permission Whenever good things they come knocking All I want is to let them in I wanna make myself myself believe it God knows how how bad I need it Round and round I tear myself apart Keep on going Until I'm black and blue blue I don't know why I do Never seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue blue And maybe I'm afraid I can't seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue Until I'm black and blue blue I don't know why I do Never seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue blue And maybe I'm afraid I can't seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue