Dead

I've made mistakes, been dishonest Self estranged, did what I wanted I was a fake, I slept just the same I'm not a saint, no, I'm not a saint Oh, no it doesn't make sense Oh, no I don't understand When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead I've been a wreck, took things too far Made a mess, felt like a star I've broken hearts and goddamn I slept the same I'm not a saint, no, I'm not a saint Oh, no it doesn't make sense Oh, no I don't understand When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead So, suddenly it's all picture perfect Life is so good and I don't deserve it When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead I must be dead I must be dead I must be dead I don't believe it I must be dead I tell myself I could be dreaming I must be dead I must be dead I don't believe it