Rebirth

Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness when nothing is left These dreadful shades Dancing in my dwindling sight And crying out these hollow words A straying soul in my scorching flesh Dying down amid this fucking blaze My swooning world Infested by strident cries In a worship of the void All vanishing in a dull and distant noise Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness when nothing is left This was my rebirth As one with pain and with distress Sweet surrender in serenity Will I remember this womb at all Will I ever know Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness when nothing is left I am not here I do not last I am the grain in the earth I am the wave in the deep I am the softly whispered word In the murmuring autumn breeze In front of Antumnos' gate I beheld the mirror in the lake Recognize I did not Nor did I comprehend Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness when nothing is left This was my rebirth