happy to be sad

Waking up beside you brings a kind of refuge It's the armor that I need to face the day For a second I forgot that you were leaving soon Then the armor falls away This time there's no broken hearts And no one ran 'cause it got hard This missing you is temporary pain I'm happy to be sad I'm sad that you are gone If I was feeling nothing I would feel like something's wrong I'm grateful to be crying I'm crying over you I'm lucky that we love so good it has to hurt this bad I'm happy to be sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Do-do-do-do-do-do Do-do-do do-do-do Only me myself and all my thoughts I thought that I would start to crumble in the lonely Start to crumble in the lo- But I'll get to know the momentary misery Just to know somebody knows me This time there's no hopeless nights No losing sleep no pointless fights Just missing you til you come back and hold me I'm happy to be sad Sad I'm sad that you are gone Gone If I was feeling nothing I would feel like something's wrong I'm grateful to be crying Cry I'm crying over you You I'm lucky that we love so good it has to hurt this bad I'm happy to be sad Sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Gone Do-do-do-do-do-do I Do-do-do do-do-do I'm happy to be sad Sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Gone Do-do-do-do-do-do I Do-do-do do-do-do I'm happy to be sad I'm sad that you are gone If I was feeling nothing I would feel like something's wrong I'm grateful to be crying I I'm crying over you You I'm lucky that we love so good it has to hurt this bad I'm happy to be sad Sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Do-do-do-do-do-do Do-do-do do-do-do Do-do-do-do-do-do Do-do-do-do-do-do Do-do-do do-do-do Sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Gone Do-do-do-do-do-do I Do-do-do do-do-do Sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Gone Do-do-do-do-do-do I Do-do-do do-do-do Sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Gone Do-do-do-do-do-do I Do-do-do do-do-do Sad Do-do-do-do-do-do Gone Do-do-do-do-do-do I Do-do-do do-do-do-do