kerosene

If I could smile a thousand smiles Fake I'm good for a while I would But I don't think that I should 'Cause then you'd never know What goes on in my mind I guess I'll just stay misunderstood But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights Kerosene I've been burning at both ends to be here Kerosene, yeah I've been burning at both ends in secret All of my friends are sad lately And my dad saiad it's Evidence of the prevalence of pathology So I took his car out south, and ended up crashing it Hoping he would see an ambulance as an analogy Close your eyes You're polarized And chronically online I spend all my life drinking a white light from a screen Half the time I'm half-alive My brain is barely mine Probably should've never fell in love With this lack of self-esteem Kerosene I've been burning at both ends to be here Kerosene (Kerosene) I've been burning at both ends in secret If I could smile a thousand smiles Fake I'm good for a while I would But I don't think that I should 'Cause then you'd never know What goes on in my mind I guess I'll just stay misunderstood But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights But it can get lonely sometimes I wish that you'd hold me most nights