Not Like It Should Be

It's not like it should be I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me From way up- Verse 1 I can't go back to where we once lived on our own It's so hard to believe that you're gone I won't look back it's too much for me to take on We can change but for now, it's just So long, so long, so long, so long, so long I hope it's not the end for now So long Chorus It's not like it should be I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me From way up there It's not like it should be I'm waiting here, I wonder if she hears me From over there Verse 2 I'm lost I don't know what to believe So many questions left open-ended I try to conceal my emotions inside But I know that it's So long, so long, so long, so long Chorus It's not like it should be I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me From way up there It's not like it should be I'm waiting there, I wonder if she hears me It's not like it should be I'm standing here, I hope that she sees me From way up there It's not like it should be I'm waiting there, I wonder if she hears me From over there