Under My Breath

(I'll be screaming three words in my head Say it under my breath instead 'Cause I don't wanna come on too—) Hot and heavy You put on your jeans like you're breathing fainting Waste to be around the bush Not obsessing, 'least that's what I tell myself Fuck, but I'm pretending Mmm, I try to make colossal feelings of casual Clinging on to my last bit of self-control Mmm-mmm I'll be screaming three words in my head Say it under my breath instead 'Cause I don't wanna come on too— What if it slips off my lips Then everything goes to shit Can't fix it I don't wanna come on too strong But I'm bound to spill my feelings On the dinner table Or in between the drink at the party And I probably could've said it right before you left But I intentionally forget to mention that I love you I'm a cynic Maybe something in the water makes me pessimistic I'm tryna make it all make sense Terrifying, throwing my heart out on the line So I keep it in Mmm, I try to make colossal feelings of casual Clinging on to my last bit of self-control Mmm, I know I'll be screaming three words in my head Say it under my breath instead 'Cause I don't wanna come on too— What if it slips off my lips Then everything goes to shit Can't fix it I don't wanna come on too strong But I'm bound to spill my feelings On the dinner table Or in between the drink at the party And I probably could've said it right before you left But I intentionally forget to mention that I love you Baby, I'm a walking, stalling, ticking, time-bomb Ghosts I feel in the pockets of the silence Or talking in my sleep Drinking a coffee I'll be screaming three words in my head Say it under my breath instead 'Cause I don't wanna come on too— What if it slips off my lips Then everything goes to shit Can't fix it I don't wanna come on too strong But I'm bound to spill my feelings On the dinner table Or in between the drink at the party And I probably could've said it right before you left But I intentionally forget to mention that I love you