Already Dead

You can see the pain in my laugh Yeah yeah Demons comin' back from the past Yeah yeah Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse Yeah yeah Voices in my head Yeah yeah All I can hear them say Yeah yeah Is everyone wants me dead Yeah yeah Bitch I'm already dead Yeah yeah I've been dead for years I've been taking medicine again Yeah yeah Henny mix it with the Vicodin Yeah yeah All my sufferin' Yeah Is really gettin' under my skin Yeah Maybe I should try to pray again Yeah yeah Try to wash away my sins Yeah yeah I know that they not my friends Yeah yeah But I'm friends with the drugs again Yeah Lost my heart lost it all So much drama hold the applause Shit's like a soap opera straight downfalls Nightmares on the cellphone late-night calls Lost my heart lost it all So much drama hold the applause No soap opera straight downfalls Listen to the nightmares call You can see the pain in my laugh Yeah yeah Demons comin' back from the past Yeah yeah Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse Yeah yeah Voices in my head Yeah yeah All I can hear them say Yeah yeah Is everyone wants me dead Yeah yeah Bitch I'm already dead Yeah yeah I've been dead for years You can see the pain in my laugh Yeah yeah Demons comin' back from the past Yeah yeah Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse Yeah yeah Voices in my head Yeah yeah All I can hear them say Yeah yeah Is everyone wants me dead Yeah yeah Bitch I'm already dead Yeah yeah I've been dead for years Yeah Have you ever been so alone Yeah yeah That nobody's house feels like home Yeah yeah I've been runnin' out of drugs and hope Yeah yeah I don't even got a plug no more Yeah yeah Have you ever been so alone Yeah yeah That you don't know what to feel no more Yeah yeah Ain't no reachin' for the pills no more Yeah yeah One more and you're on the floor Yeah yeah I know that I didn't stand a chance Yeah yeah yeah I don't think I'll ever live again Yeah yeah yeah I'm only here by popular demand Yeah yeah yeah I'm stayin' alive for the fans Yeah yeah yeah Lost my heart lost it all So much drama hold the applause No soap opera straight downfalls Listen to the nightmares call You can see the pain in my laugh Yeah yeah Demons comin' back from the past Yeah yeah Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse Yeah yeah Voices in my head Yeah yeah All I can hear them say Yeah yeah Is everyone wants me dead Yeah yeah Bitch I'm already dead Yeah yeah I've been dead for years Yeah yeah You can see the pain in my laugh In my laugh Demons comin' back from the past From the past Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse Relapse Voices in my head In my head All I can hear them say All I can hear them say Is everyone wants me dead Is everyone wants me dead Bitch I'm already dead Bitch I'm already dead I've been dead for years I've been dead for years