lighthouse

i need a do over how did we end up this way i’m so confused lover did i mistake love and pain ain’t got no shine left i couldn’t hide it i almost lost all my light, and i didn’t choose sober but my eyes can’t look away i see our true colors lately we’ve been lookin’ grey i can’t turn back now cause you’d take me back down that road that always seems to come right back around remember when we had dreams to fly away but that was then and now our story’s just a page like a wave you’re always crashing into me, crashing into me and these days are harder than they used to be, and they used to be no shooting stars can fix what we aren’t and what goods a lighthouse when the light is burning out it’s such a shame when your wants and needs they don’t align which road to take cause your hand’s no longer holdin’ mine i guess that’s life and sometimes you fight and sometimes you walk away in order to survive remember when there was nowhere to throw blame but that was then and now it’s when you use my name like a chill in my bones when you say to me, what you say to me i thought i found home, but hidden underneath we were crumbling no shooting stars can fix what we aren’t and what good’s a lighthouse when the light is burning out and i feel what we were washing over me, questioning everything, all that time and i keep all the ways that you wanted me to be different fresh in my mind what you loved, what you wanted, what you held so high when we first met in hindsight were the things that you tried and asked me to change as if i could do that like a wave you’re always crashing into me, crashing into me and these days are harder than they used to be, and they used to be no shooting stars can fix what we aren’t and what goods a lighthouse when the light is burning out