Sad Still

We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill green pill black pill I know deep down we're sad still It's not normally how we act They should see what's under our mask We need something stronger than Advil I know deep down we're sad still We don't ever gotta talk about it what do you mean Cabinet full of orange vials they prescribe what I need Wanna treat the term anxiety like it's taboo Come off that opinion I think you need this more than I do I wake at 8 AM and pad my floor with pillows then stand 'Cause all this vertigo is makin' me unsure where I land I need to breathe need religion need fiance on phone Since our last conversation I don't trust bein' alone Year feels like 3000 and Andre Flood my head with vloggers go throw on that Kanye Oh I hate this shakin' oh I hate this achin' Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin' ahh We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill green pill black pill I know deep down we're sad still It's not normally how we act They should see what's under our mask We need something stronger than Advil I know deep down we're sad still We don't ever gotta talk about it what do you mean Yeah all you ever see on Instagram is low-cut jeans From girls that I can bet are probably going through some shit But make a fake smile 'til their white blood cells lit Your conversations with friends family go long ways That's how I cope with crawling out my skin like RuPaul's waves My milligrams are lower but I still don't know where I'm headed Each time my heart starts beating I look for symptoms on Reddit Yeah this year's like 3000 and Andre Flood my head with vloggers go throw on that Kanye Oh I hate this shakin' oh I hate this achin' Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin' ahh We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill green pill black pill I know deep down we're sad still It's not normally how we act They should see what's under our mask We need something stronger than Advil I know deep down we're sad still Red pill green pill black pill How do you feel Pink pill yellow pill purple pill How do you feel Feels like 3000 and Andre Flood my head with vloggers go throw on that Kanye Oh I hate this shakin' oh I hate this achin' Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin' We don't wanna feel this bad Rather sweep it under the mat We take this red pill green pill black pill I know deep down we're sad still It's not normally how we act They should see what's under our mask We need something stronger than Advil I know deep down we're sad still