i thought about taking my life last night

Chorus Feel so depressed, why am I a mess Yeah, I feel it in my head, how do I express it Wanted some more friends but I told my best friend ​i thought about taking my life last night Verse 1 But don't let my mama find out Tell her she don't have a thing to worry about I don't need to wile with doubt I know she'll think I'm selfish, I'm not selfish, I'm just stubborn myself I'm not selfish I'm just tryin' to find Answers to my questions and peace of mind Pre-Chorus Takin' a breath because I know that I am gonna need it Figure out why I'm even alive When I'm depressed it's 'cause I'm not undеrstanding why I exist, yeah I struggle with this Chorus Feel so dеpressed, why am I a mess Yeah, I feel it in my head, how do I express it Wanted some more friends but I told my best friend ​i thought about taking my life last night Feel so depressed, why am I a mess Yeah, I feel it in my head, how do I express it Wanted some more friends but I told my best friend ​i thought about taking my life last night Verse 2 I don't know what to do, yeah, I wanna tell you That I don't wanna lose my life just yet Feel like I have so much left, I am not done yet, I am not done yet I know if I try my best, if I try my best I will make it through this Pre-Chorus Takin' a breath because I know that I am gonna need it Figure out why I'm even alive When I'm depressed it's 'cause I'm not understanding why I exist, yeah I struggle with this Chorus Feel so depressed, why am I a mess Yeah, I feel it in my head, how do I express it Wanted some more friends but I told my best friend That ​I thought about taking my life last night Feel so depressed, why am I a mess Yeah, I feel it in my head, how do I express it Wanted some more friends but I told my best friend ​i thought about taking my life last night