Falling Up

Things were happening I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest My mind was traveling But I swear that I don't remember where it went They said things were growing So why do I feel like nothing at all is left So I'll keep on moving If I'm standing still then I'll feel the emptiness Cause I get so lonely and you get so low And I looked so stupid when I lose control I'm alone in my bedroom and the walls are caving in And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing Ooh I'm barely breathing Cause I'm feeling down but I'm falling up And I'm breaking out but not out of luck As I breathe the air into my lungs I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough Ooh ooh Ooh ooh I gotta change me And if I wake up now there's a chance to start again Hmm hmm But if I wait Could I get back to the place where it all began before Ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh I got so lonely and you got so low And I looked so stupid when you came to my show I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing Ooh I'm barely breathing Cause I'm feeling down but I'm falling up And I'm breaking out but not out of luck As I breathe the air into my lungs I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough Ooh ooh ooh ooh And I hate the man that I've turned into Ooh ooh ooh ooh And I've come so far what did I lose Ooh ooh ooh ooh And I swear to God I will make it through I'll make it through Cause I get so lonely and you get so low And I looked so stupid when you came to my show I'm alone in the spotlight and the walls are caving in And I thought I'd be happy but I'm barely breathing Ooh I'm barely breathing Cause I'm feeling down but I'm falling up And I'm breaking out but not out of luck As I breathe the air into my lungs I wanted everything but nothing's ever good enough