Way Too Many

I know I ain’t cut out for a nine-to-five I be on a look out for a part-time ‘cause music ain’t enough to sustain my life rap for a moment lyrics unloaded too much on my mind I be feelin’ like my feelings on the line my family’s dreams on hold all the time on the other side waitin’ for the right moment for a conversation don’t worry yeah I’m on it whole lotta friends a whole lotta peeps talkin’ about how they finna live their dreams whole lotta strangers feel so strange when I make face fakin’ as if I give a s*** about what they think premature advice no thanks everybody knows no pain no gain but I’m feelin’ okay no way I’mma sway to something dumb motherf***ers say endless possibilities for show way too many meeting expectations that’s for sure way too many think of all the places you could go way too many worse than my worst case scenario way too many way too many things I could do way too many things I could choose way too many options got me conscious thinkin’ about what if I stayed in school by which I mean PhD need I remind you three Ivy degrees sick flows set me free POV of the privileged POC so please model minority but I’m so full of me I made it a self-fulfilling prophecy mama’s so proud of me Sasha’s a part of me I know all dogs go to heaven but pardon me if I’m stating facts like math f*** your stereotypes I ain’t mad paradox of choice yeah I’m the man noise all around me but I ain’t goin’ back to the past endless possibilities for show way too many meeting expectations that’s for sure way too many think of all the places you could go way too many worse than my worst case scenario way too many