Sad Ghost

Standing in front of this bed with some matches watch it burn I pray my body burns too Why do I do the things that I do And they blind you Yet you are the only one who can see what I've done Laying here doesn't feel the same I need to get up and make a change Get up and get over this My voice it echoes my thoughts collide You said I'm dead to you I bled for you Now your dreams can come true There's a place in my bed where you rested your head Now I'm resting alone in this bed and it's cold I feel like a ghost, these memories go up in smoke You didn't want serious and It made me delirious 240 AM all I wrote was Why do I do the things that I do And they blind you Yet you are the only one who can see what I've done Guess I'll never know what I meant to you This year's been lonely but at least it's through I'll write a letter to my former self Dear sad ghost, why'd you put your heart on the shelf You took the fun out of living When you took the life out of me Take a look into the mirror But you don't see yourself inside Watch it crack Your bad luck started with me And my good luck ended with you I know you're drunk again, and not thinking clear But when you write this down, at least try and sound A bit more sincere Guess I'll never know what I meant to you This year's been lonely but at least it's through I'll write a letter to my former self Dear sad ghost, why'd you put your heart on the shelf