Stream Of Consciousness

I turn the lights down, throw the towel in And feel pretty much nothing I think that's the kind of pain that worries me, and I Like to think that I'm growing up and that I'm learnin' But I've no idea what's underneath And the foundations I laid down are too light for my skin And he said he wants to take me abroad but I can barely fly with my own wings, and Love really confuses me, like how much are you supposed to give? (That's all I had) [Chorus] I dream in colour, hate the summer I act tougher than I really am I'm a fuck-up, told my mother I don't love her when she's all that I have And I'm twenty-one but feel like I'm gettin' on The child in me has been and gone, isn't that sad? I dream in colour, hate the summer Please don't tell me this is all that I am It's all that I am [Verse 2] I think deep down I quite like being held at night, you know? Someone to touch, something to believe in And there's like twenty-one reasons as to why I'm here, but like Ninety-nine reasons as to why there's just no meaning (That's quite depressing) And if I make something out of myself, it'll be mad beautiful Like the way he looked at me when I asked him to dance This isn't a stream of consciousness This is more like a big, fat fucking "No one asked" [Chorus] I dream in colour, hate the summer I act tougher than I really am I'm a fuck-up, told my mother I don't love her when she's all that I have And I'm twenty-one but feel like I'm gettin' on The child in me has been and gone, isn't that sad? I dream in colour, hate the summer Please don't tell me this is all that I am It's all that I am