Joy and despair

I will drive if there is no heaven there Rumbling engines cry and scream with me I will dive when the stars rise in the middle The wind and waves will make me come and go I fall apart too easy and collapse so fast Without mercy, crumbled by your sighs But I will chase it, the sunshine in our bedroom lights Joy and despair are in our place “Are we going together?” There was no answer, but we knew “Are we heading to the bright side?” There was no answer, but we knew I will sip a lemon radler for this night When the summer breeze combs through my hair I will dance with burning sorrow and distress The scent of kerosene sets fire to my soul “Are we going together?” There was no answer, but we knew “Are we heading to the bright side?” There was no answer, but we