Somebody I'm Not

I'm not really one to go out drinking I'm better at home all by myself overthinking Most people I know leave for the weekend Maybe it's me maybe I'm way too deep in my feelings Everybody seems to know all the rules But nobody knows I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuss Of making friends making friends While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water To pretend I pretend To somebody I'm not I'm not I'm not To somebody I'm not I'm not I'm not To somebody i'm To somebody I'm not I keep checking the time every minute Wondering when it won't be rude to say that I'm leaving I don't like the songs I'm not good at dancing I can't find the beat don't find it relaxing Everybody seems to know all the rules But nobody knows I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuss Of making friends making friends While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water To pretend I pretend To somebody I'm not I'm not I'm not To somebody I'm not I'm not I'm not To somebody i'm To somebody I'm not Hang out with the smokers outside But to get away from all the noise inside Hang out with the smokers outside To get away from all the noise inside I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuss Of making friends making friends While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water To pretend I pretend To somebody I'm not I'm not I'm not To somebody I'm not I'm not I'm not To somebody i'm To somebody I'm not