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I won’t break apart Couldn’t say bye to my mama Cuz I might break her heart Two years after thinking Of ending all the pain I forgot what it really meant To live like how I wanted I won’t break apart Long nights In the wrong fights Didn’t own mine Fuck life Anywhere I go I don’t feel at home No one left to cope with Was all on my own Nobody to talk to No confidence Yeah Parents only wanna see on weekends Learned the truth about the family situations I’ve been piling up the drugs for all the sleep ins Yet I’m still here Thinking about us A lot of if’s and could’ve maybes But I guess this is what made me But I guess this is what Yet I’m still here Thinking about me So damn glad I didn’t chase you Cuz I know I need to live for Myself and those around me I won’t break apart Couldn’t say bye to my mama Cuz I might break up her heart Two years after thinking Of ending all the pain I forgot what it really meant To live like how I wanted I won’t break apart Now I know How I should Treat myself when I’m on the low Now I know How I could Change my ways to better myself Now you know Why I stay Quiet in the crowds that you go Now you know Why I take All the blame so that I can let go