Heavy (Feat. Jenifer Lewis)

I don't got my priorities straight Don't know who I'm gonna be today I'm no victim, but I deal with shit on the daily Something pullin', I can't get away Never livin' outside of my head I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it Maybe some day, I will gain composure Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared 'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down It takes control, turns my faith into doubt Even when it's all working out I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground So heavy, oh And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy I just can't take it if it ain't you who love me when I naked Fuck all my problems, wish I could solve 'em Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that way I can't get up in the morning, it's too hard if I even try it You in here to tell me, turn my anxiety into excitement Maybe one day, I will gain composure Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared 'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah It takes control, turns my faith into doubt Even when it's all working out I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground I wanna be light, I wanna be light Someone help me just feel alive Is there a potion you got I could take? I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right If you got the answers, I swear that I'll listen I'm ready now, ready now, yeah Something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah It takes control, turns my faith into doubt, hey Even when it's all working out, uh I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground So heavy There's nowhere to run If there was I'd have been there You take yourself with you You can't run from yourself fool You can't go down to the neighbor's house You can't run, you need to confront what's going on in your own house You have to confront that