Disconnected

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping I've gotta dry kind of thirst when drenched On sunny days all I can see is as shadow And I'm not above being under And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty And I always hide when its my turn to seek My only belief is not to have faith in believing Before I begin I'm over disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself disconnected numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected Quietly loud while noisily silent Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids I only win when I'm losing disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself disconnected Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected I just wanna live my life sedated Cuz I love driving myself away Dysfunctionally sane don't give a damn I cant comprehend what I understand Disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself disconnected Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected