A Lonely Night In Mexico Thinking About Big Sean and Avicii

And start-up agian. Umm, I think it'll be an experience for you that—you'll never forget. Probably will life changing—I think it's going to be very hard on your body. I think you're gonna be—umm, shocked at how difficult it is. But I applaud you for trying it, I'm really excited for you. And like Aunt Becky says, "nobody gets hurt." So just be safe. And I love you [Verse 1] It's hard to explain what I got the vision for It's almost like I'm tryna sing a hidden note And I can't even get it out, though it's it my throat I get so frustrated, I feel like a misanthrope I start feeling like my whole life isn't dope And I've ruined everything with what I didn't know Then some shit my father told, it starts hitting home What the fuck am I here livin' for? I miss my friends, we don't talk as much as we used to I'm too busy checking on YouTube, and scrolling on IG I tend to get glued to various distractions as my life floats by Have I just been checked out the whole time? I spend 85% of it online And for the things that really matter I got no time (No time) But wait, if I can get myself out of this broke mood Then maybe all my listeners could have hope too Yeah, that's what I'm gon' do I become who I am from all the shit I go through [Chorus] Keep walkin' If I could write my name across the sky for all to see Then I would, if I could bring myself to understand what you are, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would, and I would [Verse 2] I'ma butterfly flyin' through a broken sky God servin' me truth, and I'm open wide It takes courage to be still and go inside I'm on a tip of liberation, watch me toe the line When yoga pose hits a yoga pose A part of me that I really hate showin' shows You get a taste from my post of quotes But my inner growth is something no one knows And I hope it shows In my eyes, in my music, in my vibe, in my kindness And in my stride, in the grand art piece that is my life And again, this is just a brush stroke You've been running long enough, child, come home Break it down, universe means one song You wanna taste life, swim into the unknown I know that I did my best I'm not designed to eat, sleep, sit, and text But thirty-first year is a vision quest I know the answer I'm lookin' for isn't sex And it isn't money, isn't fame It's something much deeper than I can explain And this verse is just a finger pointin' towards the trail Soon you gonna have to walk it for yourself [Chorus] Keep walkin' If I could write my name across the sky for all to see Then I would, if I could bring myself to understand what you are, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would And I would, if I could, if I could, then I would, and I would [Outro] If you could give a wish to future Mike when he sets off to his walk in a few months, what would that be? I wish you remember this is what you wanted. This is-, this is what you wanted. I understand intellectually there gonna be terrible moments on this journey, where I'll wanna give up, where my body hurts, where I'm thinking "Why the heck did I choose to do this? This was so stupid." And the reason you chose to do it, was to feel what you're feeling right now, and decide to keep going