crash

It's been a few years since you've been gone There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up It's been a few years, but more to come It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought Woah, old friend it's bittersweet How could you do this to me? How could you do this to me? Yeah 'Cause you are not who you think you are There's no grain on these brown eyes But they can be green if they really want And I can bend your words But they say exactly what hurts the most But silence is better than fake laughs Or faking were always up, loose grip The world bends around you And living through cracked screens We fold down to what we want Out of love We talk through lines Were made of smoke And just in time We drift away Diffusing light Confusing times Growing up Or cascading down? Cascading down I'm hurting now But change comes slow If you hate what's in your head The fuck would you speak your mind In search of lost time Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid Only 16, yeah I think you should've known I think you fucked me up I think, I think you fucked me up And I've got nothing to say to you It's been a few years and I moved on Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start