Cheap Vacation

I will keep you in a dream I’ll find you Anytime I close my eyes I’ll see you I will keep you by my side forgive me But I won’t apologise For loving everything And never forgetting The memories I’m keeping Us both in one setting I owe it to you I owe it to you But don’t let holidays go and ruin reality You get drunk on them and lose your memory Yeah that women is oh so bittersweet She’s like the sunshine but she’s not your family And if you’re sharing champagne Just to share half the pain Then you gon’ sober up and feel it again Look I know you lost your mama young Got you feeling alone Lord knows what that fears become ‘Cause now you’re scared of home Look I admit that I have lied just to feel alive I pray that when that day comes I won’t lie to my wife But I’ll still think of you when I tell the truth Yeah I’ll keep it up I owe it to you Don’t make friends based on mutual enemies You get drunk with them but alcohol can’t see What comes out your mouth ain’t what’s in your heart You’ve got pain in there that no one else can hear And there ain’t such thing as vacationing with fake friends When the cocaine ends and the plane lands It’s back to what you was before they don’t love you no more ‘Cause without a line or bomb you’re just not as much fun And they just ain’t as cool ‘cause they don’t care ‘bout you This might sound like hate but girl I loved you I owe it to you to tell you the truth And I sound hypercritical ‘cause I ain’t been no miracle Look I admit that I have tried it just to feel alive But at the end of the day I’m in love with my life And I don’t need a vacation just to feel away Yeah I’m alright I owe it to you