I Need A Win

I wanted to try this again I wanted to try this one more time Maybe 'cause I've been damaged Maybe 'cause I've been fucking blind All of this lust 'n' romance All I need's a win I shouldn't have tried this again I shouldn't have tried this one more time So, go on 'n' do your damage Go on and twist you rusted knife Leave me dead 'n' loveless All I need's a win I needed to find all my friends I needed to find them but I left them behind I dunno why I do this Lock myself outside of life Look at everything I'm losing All I need's a win Yeah, whatever