feelings are fatal

I'm happy for you, I'm smiling for you I'd do anything for you, for you It's always for you and never for me And I need it to stop so let me tell you, please Chorus I'm always sad and I'm always lonely But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly Closed doors, locked in, no keys Keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up But my feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal Verse 2 How many times must I keep it inside I need to let go and I swear that I've tried But opening up means trusting others And that's just too much, I don't want to bother So I'll keep it inside and bury it deep I know it's not healthy but you won't hear a peep Chorus Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly Closed doors, locked in, no keys Keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up But my feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal My feelings are fatal