How Am I Supposed To See The Star

I won't disown Those things my heart has sown The blame is mine alone I made this fickle heart my own But how am I supposed to see the stars How am I supposed to see that far I see the cost Of all this heart has lost And how those dice were tossed In lives this fickle heart has crossed But how am I supposed to see the stars How am I supposed to see that far How am I supposed to start And change an ever changing heart Light some corners of a mind That isn't there for me to find How am I supposed to see The stars you say are meant for me How am I supposed to praise Those stars with eyes I cannot raise Maybe I'm supposed to say I'm walking tall on feet of clay Resting only when I check The albatross around my neck How am I supposed to see The stars you say are meant for me How am I to see But how can I Who lent my heart the lie Now lift up heart and eye And may the fickle heart see sky And how am I supposed to see the stars How am I supposed to see that far