So long (Feat. Slchld)

show me a sign I wanted to lie why is it so hard to lie so hard to breathe what's left to be mine I need my own space just to operate I won't rely on faith for my life I need to take time to decide I wanna learn how to love my life how to love my life oh so long to my old self I need to regain my composure just wanna make the most of my life that's in pieces I always got excuses ready to put the blame on someone else I hate this side of me I can't help myself how do I change how do I change me I wanna change I wanna change be there when I gotta believe hoping that you'll see me learning to believe so long so long so long so long so long so long so long so long so long so long I know I shouldn't be the one complaining now because I know what I need stubborn and hard to please as if I'm falling down the weight we put on our knees something that they can't see felt like I needed more time girl you be holding on my lies that I told you girl you don't know me I need to focus on me and myself nothing against ya felt like I needed more time girl you be holding on my lies that I told you girl you don't know me girl you don't know me how do I change how do I change me I wanna change I wanna change be there when I gotta believe hoping that you'll see me learning to believe so long so long so long so long so long so long so long so long so long so long